Debt and Dreams

It's a scam. Been running it for a little over a year. Started with selling off the collection of junk packed every nook and cranny at the folks place. Packed and shipped all over this huge land mass. Another job here another there, keep the money coming in, pay those old debts. All of a sudden, on paper, it looks good, this weird little life. Lines of credit established. Same as cash, 6 months to pay. Ridiculous. It's brought back how destroyed it was. Shattered, stomped, teeth kicked in and crushed. It only took seven years! Only seven, and they went by quick. In the here now it's all forward momentum. These dreams are built with other peoples money. A Loki style approach to manifestation. A powerful glamour wrapped around this dirty old metalhead. Some nights you wake up laughing at the hilarity, others in a cold sweat at the horror you've embraced.